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| 12:00pm 11/11/2002 |
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| 02:19pm 09/11/2002 |
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mood:  nervous music: Tatu - All the things she said
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Monday, maybe Tuesday, I'm starting a new school. I'll be going to Morenci High, instead of only going to four classes here and waste time. I think it'll be better, because we're probably moving up to Morenci in a few weeks anyway.
I'm nervous, mainly because of what people are gonna think, and I know they'll be judging me. I'm not even sure what to wear, and I'm being a total girl about it. Gahhh.
Last night I went to the movies to see 8 Mile (with Eminem) and the theatre was PACKED. It was practically sold-out. It was really good, I expected alot worse (Think "Cool as Ice") from somebody like him. He did show his ass though, which was a highlight. |
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| 08:32pm 03/11/2002 |
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NEVER was one
for a
prissy girl
coquette
call in for
an ambulance
reach high
doesn't
mean she's
holy
just means
she's got a cellular
handy
almost
brave
almost
pregnant
almost in love
VANILLA |
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| i am full blood bonicqua |
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| 09:22pm 26/10/2002 |
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mood:  tired music: Christina Aguilera - Infatuation
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Skin the color of cinnamon
His eyes light up and I melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what I started
I'm giving in
He brings life to my fantasies
Sparks a passion inside of me
Finds the words when I can not speak
In the silence, his heartbeat is music to me
Jackass the movie contained alot of man ass and penis. But who's complaining? |
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| never was one for a prissy girl |
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| 07:41pm 24/10/2002 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Trina f/ Tweet- No Panties
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I just figured out what I want to do with my life, and it feels great.
I've decided that I want to be a columnist. I'll start out with a small
newspaper or something, and than work my way up to the New York Post.
If that doesn't work, I can always join E! entertainment or something.
Sounds good to me. I think I'm going to do homeschooling until I graduate
high school, or at least I think I'm pretty sure. Public school just seems
so fucking blah right now.
On another note, my mother has gotten so festive over the past 5 years that
it's almost scary. I had a moment with my dad today, he was helping me pick
out lipgloss and I was just like "awww".
I've gotten an obsession with TRINA, the rapper yes, and she has the most
un-brilliant lyrics, for example:
I'm a superstar
Niggas eatin' pussy
like a sushi bar
never let a nigga
hit the coochie raw
might bust a nut on
my Gucci bra
as you might have seen in my AIM profile the past couple of days now.
Isn't that sheer brilliance? Didn't think so.
I hate homework, but it's gonna make me rich someday, so I'm off to
study land. G'day. |
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| Dividing Canaan |
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| 09:44pm 22/10/2002 |
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mood: tired music: Tori Amos - I Can't See New York
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Today. Today nothing much happened. I woke up, instead of disheleved and groggy, I was actually happy for once. I think I'm actually improving, and finding myself out as a person. I've learned that I'm an asshole, at least 70% of the time, which I've accepted. Tonight I saw an apparition of smoke, and she talked to me. She told me that I needed to look deep inside of myself and try to correct my deepest flaw. I've learned that I AM capable of caring and loving somebody other than myself, even though I've hated myself for the longest time. My relationship with my parents no longer consists of insipid fights, or many fights for that matter, and it's alot better than it has been since I was about 6 years old. Life looking up for ME? Quite a drastic change. |
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| 08:27pm 21/10/2002 |
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Remember Space Jam? I HAD ALL THE SPACE JAM CLOTHES. AND THE VHS. I WAS A COOL KID.
Hi. |
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| 03:57pm 19/10/2002 |
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mood:  okay music: Grace Jones - Warm Leatherette
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Le site has been updated.
CLICK ME! |
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| 08:11pm 18/10/2002 |
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mood: optimistic music: Christina Aguilera - Dirrty
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The Judds? You love them and you know it. Jill suggested that we be the Judds, but here's my objection:
PaperbackGestapo: no wynnonas fat
PaperbackGestapo: ill be the mom
x pink lipgloss: no......in the 80s wynonna wasnt fat and stevie.....WE LIVE IN THE 80S!
PaperbackGestapo: ok
PaperbackGestapo: its settled
x pink lipgloss: and your big shoulderpads and rhinestones and frilly skirts will cover any fat you may have |
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| Ok Cameron, I'm updating |
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| 05:42pm 16/10/2002 |
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mood:  numb music: Bt ft. Tori Amos - Blue Skies
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This week has sucked so far, and it had better fucking improve before I blow my head off with a shotgun. My dad's been in the hospital since Monday, he got dehydrated and all, and it sucks. I have a feeling I'm never going to make it out in the real world, because first of all, I'm motherfucking lazy, second, I can't do alot of stuff, and third, I just have the feeling. Today I went down to the school and took a science test, which I probably did horribly on. Right now I'm procrastinating writing a paper for my english class.
Anybody see the new Tori video? Now that is some shit, man. In a good way, of course. Well, I don't have much to write. I'm getting a new journal soon, because I've grown tired of this one and all of it's old entries. I think it'll be friends only. That's all for now, kiddos. |
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| Sights and sounds that pull me back down |
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| 09:47pm 13/10/2002 |
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mood:  depressed music: Tori Amos - Operation Peter Pan
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Got up at 5 a.m., and I'm still awake, and will probably end up staying awake another good four hours. Fuck. I got up this morning, took a shower, and went to the movies to see "Sweet Home Alabama". It was good. <3 Reese Witherspoon. I want her and her man. Rowr.
I ate chinese food. Yeah, what a life. I bought my first lipgloss today, and it's grand.
I've been neglecting my journal a little too much lately, and I'll try to update it with the same boring shit I usually do. My depression is becoming a landslide, and I don't think I can keep up with it. I'm still going to try to get off medication though, it's the fucking antichrist. I need somebody to talk to, without fucking paying them. Fin. |
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| 09:45pm 13/10/2002 |
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hola, rojo, 'morning to you
you always helped me chase demons away
don't know what i'll do without you
so Pan is the name of the plane
second to the right
straight on 'til morning
that's where i'll be waiting
second to the right
straight on 'til morning
hola, tick-tock
my time is up
Pedro says
i will forget him in days
in my new life, no room for a lost boy
boys can be so dumb sometimes
second to the right
straight on 'til morning
that's where i'll be waiting
second to the right
straight on 'til morning
straight on 'til morning
kiss Pedro for me |
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| 02:46pm 06/10/2002 |
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mood: pessimistic music: Macy Gray - Sexual Revolution
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Life sucks. |
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| And.. |
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| 10:57pm 28/09/2002 |
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mood: tired music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White
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I'm single again. Damn, just when I was gonna post pictures too. Dating sucks.
*Note to self - next time do not emotionally attatch to your partner* |
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| He believes in beauty |
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| 01:13pm 26/09/2002 |
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mood: content music: Bjork - Venus as a Boy
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I'm going to homecoming tomorrow night with Erik and Cindy..I hate football, but I like dances, so there you go. Hopefully I'll get to makeout, fondle, and do all that fun stuff with you-know-who. I'm trying to think of something to be for halloween..I know it's lame and for little kids, but eh, what the fuck? I might go full force homo and wear fairy wings or something, who knows? I wish I could be Hedwig for halloween, but I'm not quite pretty enough >_< If you didn't read my private entry, I am no longer a single guy. Woohoo! Wish me luck, people. |
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| go downtown and eat it like a vulture |
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| 05:41pm 23/09/2002 |
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mood:  stressed music: Ani Difranco - Two Little Girls
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This afternoon as officially been one of the worst of my life. Afternoons, that is.
I'm getting DSL at the end of the week, but I had to beg my parents like there was no tomorrow. And if you know me well enough, I DON'T beg unless I want something really badly. I've been crying alot lately, and I just don't know why. I'm going to post some poetry I wrote later, well it reminds me more of a song, but it's definately going to be a private entry. I don't open up to just anybody, you know. God, why is life so difficult sometimes? I better go, I have tons of homework to do. Until next time, my friend. |
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| 01:20pm 22/09/2002 |
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mood:  excited music: Tori Amos - Here. In My Head
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Last night I went to the county fair and met up with Tifanie, Cindy, Eric, Steven, and some other people. I havn't had this much fun in quite awhile, and I think my life is beginning to finally shape up for the better. I grabbed Eric's ass twice and we came *this* close to making out, but everybody was around so we didn't have the chance to do so. So after I said goodbye, and was almost out the gate, when all of a sudden Eric came running out and he was like "nooo, when am I gonna see you again?!", and we're gonna meetup again sometime soon. </ end useless babble> |
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| 07:32pm 17/09/2002 |
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mood: happy music: The Beatles - Birthday
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Happy Birthday to me! |
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| Le desktop |
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| 08:48pm 14/09/2002 |
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mood:  geeky music: Patti Smith - Gloria
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